I feel like a soulless casual fling my blog
once had, someone in the past who was fun and colorful but was always meant to
be forgotten; to be thought of as a fast fading memory that you went to on
desperately lonely evenings. That heartless prick that left you at a sharp turn
of an argument and never came back.
It is like that mail you were to write or
the phone call you should have made a long time ago, but now that you’ve put it
off this long it’s become that much harder to get to it. Sometimes, you just
don’t want to rationalize and reason over things, you just want to let them
happen without having to decapitate them with reasoning.
It is great to be back! I’ve no clue how
long I’ll last this time around. But hey, who cares.